When alarm starts... i get up slowly and see the time...it'll be around 4:45...and i think "buhh ..its still 4:45...i can sleep for 10 more min's :) ....so i get back to bed ...and wen i open my eyes it'll be around 7:00 :( :( and ...when i see the fone ...i'll hav a couple of missed calls from my sir :( :( ...and i brush slowwwwly....n ..go to class by 7:30 . By the time i go ...sir will be damn angry and a discussion starts something like this....
SIR: neku nijanga... siggu sharam ledu ... thuu ..nee batukintheee....
ME: sir..adem ledu sir ...actually... thondaraga leddam anukunn kaani ... alarm kottaledu sir :) :) ....
SIR: neekharmaa emanna cheskoo ... i got some wrk ...im leaving...u practice wat i told u in the last class and go.
ME: Ok sir :) :) .
and ..sir wil leave ...and i take my mobile...and read all the god morning frward's i get ..and sing some shit n run home.....
it'll be around 9:00 ...and ..i switch on the geyser ...and ..start watching TV :) :) .and pass time...with Ramu boy...and i'll no doubt forget abt the geyser..and get scoldings from dad abt the geyser and ... finally ...get ready by 10:10 and wait for the most exciting thing :) .... The breakfast :) :) ... and by the time i start...i get a missed call from the cab mate...saying..." CAB is waitng...come fast....."...i'll keep the Breakfast aside and runnnn to the stop........
Go to office and....do something and come back home by 9:00... i'll remain with the shoes till ppl force me for the dinner..and hav dinner and start facebooking till 11:00 or till someone scolds :) :) ...and then sleep :!....
WTF :X... how shud i changeee???????????? :( :( ....
To be very honesh with you. You are not the only one struggling with you your plan. The same case has been with me. I'm not motivated enough to achieve what i plan for....
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This is where famous philosophers will ask an appropriate question. How badly you need it?
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My comments for you, You really dont want to improve on your singing? you think you've already reached a level which is OK.. people are already impressed, you get the fame, you can already sing in a small get together,
you often ask what will you do if you learn more???
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this all again leads to how badly you want to learn more singing ???
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Read these articles in sequence:
1. http://anjalinityanjali.blogspot.com/2010/08/once-young-man-came-to-socrates.html
2. http://www.pluginid.com/how-badly-do-you-want-it/
Other reading which i suggest, in case if you are not yawning by reading above two:
http://joshuamhood.com/socrates-heart-attacks-and-perseverance/
Good Luck.
Wow...That was some educative post... When you know where the thing is going wrong then you should know the way out as well... The moment the alarm rings, u shud remind to urself, that if u do not get up, then u can never do it....If u do it for a week or so, then u will know how to change....All the best...
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